I was disappointed. But sometimes, this passion to have sex is mistakenly taken as love. I was involved in a toxic relationship for 4 years and I honestly believe that I am afraid of commitment. The past eight years i wouldn't trade at all, but we know it's coming to an end very soon, as i have met someone who is only 4 years older than me, not 18and we are starting to plan our wedding. Even though I can recall the good moments, I only feel this was a complete waste of time.
Im ashamed to say i even attended his wedding.
So do the millions of people who lose their husbands to illness or accident… Nothing is guaranteed in this life. It is recommended not to be always available for a married man. The best cure for a break up is to build self esteem.